I miss you...

 

Miss you..

Absorbing the coolness of water,

I sprawled by the riverside...

My mind was busy rambling over some precious thoughts..

thoughts of friendship, and of childhood...

An unknown smile ejected from my delicate heart..

Even at this point of joyfulness..

My heart complained.....

"I MISS YOU"...

Amongst the greenery, I strolled aimlessly,

I never craved for friendship..

Never had a friend dearest to my heart,

I was my best friend in solitude..

I enjoyed, cried, celebrated lonely...

At this juncture, once again..

My heart complained....

"I MISS YOU"

As you entered my life....

I saw my wide world differently..

I loved to have someone to care for me,

You were my first friend who made me believe,..

FRIENDSHIP IS SWEETER THAN LONELINESS...

You ensured my heart never complained...

You proved friendship keeps closer to many hearts....

But.. still... "I MISS U"

Autumn

the distant cry

the distant cry

from within

desire to sweep the past

with sunrise’s fast arrival...

to

let the time’s tolls be due

let flowers reek, 

perfume somehow

red, crimson and blue 

wipe the sweat of my brow

forget the loathe-some

of a long distant occurrence

with demise of thoughts 

of desperate dreams

manifestations

of things gone astray…

yes twas once autumn

lovely autumn

twas autumn

the distant cry

wipe the sweat of my brow

forget the loathe-some

of a long distant occurrence

with demise of thoughts 

of desperate dreams

manifestations

of things gone astray…

she gives her lessons

the messsage of rejuvenation

I do hope 

does autumn somehow convey 

hopefully many more 

lovelier autumns 

will come your way...

Life is a book

It’s not that easy to link up pages,

to the recent histories of lives,

The more you read the more is the doubt,

wherever it takes is the pre written form,

cannot be kept in our skull for long,

it does aback in every single show,

and again you baffle through another row,

those darkened nights never leave your way,

because one cannot link up pages again…

The true meaning behind most poetry

A poem is a girl who often cries. 

A poem is a boy who occationaly lies. 

A poem is invisable to the naked eye, 

and it always makes people wonder why. 

A poem can inspire people to write,

or cause others to stand up and fight. 

A poem is unseen for so many days,

and can be read in so many ways. 

A poem is a poem, but thats not all.

The words in a poem may teach us all.

I’m falling deeper and deeper into the abyss

The light is fading from view, and I cannot see you

I’m scared and cold, and all alone

As colors mix and turn black

No one to shelter me from this agonizing pain

And no one to help me escape

It is dark here with no light to illuminate this space, so where are you?

Where are you when I need you most?

You’re living

Bring me back with you

Save me from this darkness save me from eternal darkness

With eternal death

Eternal death?

Yes that’s the only way to end the pain

This pain, this suffering

This loneliness

But that is all I have,

And all I will ever have

So long as I live, and so long as I’m dead

Take me back to the land were I … belong?

No I belong nowhere I belong in this,

This unearthly abyss

This blackness which shows no change

Red…red?

Why is there red in the blackness

Blood…no not blood, tears

Tears of pain and sorrow

Tears that don’t come from me

Because I am not crying on the outside

Although on the in side I’m suffering

Then whose tears?

Someone from your world,

The world of the living where I no longer belong?

No, no one cared about me there

And no one ever will because I’m dead

I wonder…did I have friends in that world?

No I did not for fear of getting too close to them

So I was alone, all alone

And now my chance is gone for happiness

I will be alone for ever now

All alone in the icy darkness

No matter what, once you enter this world, there is no way back

No way to save your self,

And no way for anyone to save you

So if you end up here in the blackness

You are trapped like me

For eternity

I hate you, no I despise you

You’re taking your life for granted

And after you die that’s it no more time,

For us in the blackness time has stopped

Stopped and will never start again

You live like there will always be a tomorrow,

Another chance to get it right,

But the sad truth is that you run out of tomorrows,

And chances

I learned that the hard way

So now I’m trapped in this darkness

That’s as dark as a million shadows

I want to scream, to cry out for help

But I fear the darkness with suffocate me

I worry that I will never see you again

But I guess that it’s okay

Because here I’m not jugged,

Or ridiculed,

Because I’m alone

I rather get another chance at life

But sadly it’s impossible

Impossible for me to take back my mistakes

If only…if only I hadn’t been so naïve

But no time for regrets

No time to think ‘what if’

Because the monster that resides within me,

The one that resides in all of us

Is trying to break free,

Mine is stronger then anyone’s,

Because of it’s feeding on my decaying and rotting soul

The one that has been dead since I was alive

But now the monster, the demon is growing

Stronger and stronger

Please help,

I can’t let it escape if it dose your world is doomed

So please come and rescue me,

Come and save me,

Protect me like you promised you always would

Or was that just another lie,

Another one to help me sleep at night

Or was it just an empty promise

Like the ones you have always told

But you always told me the truth,

Or was it just me imaging it true

Could it be I’ve always been lied to?

By the one person I trusted?

No…no! I won’t believe it!

I can’t! No…no…

You lied to me,

You made me trust you

Just to be betrayed

Never again, never again will I trust you

No not just you,

I will never trust again

Not again, I can’t take this pain this suffering

Not in the darkness

As my heart turns black like this abyss

And now there’s no turning back

The demon inside me is getting stronger as the night falls

And I weaken

You are the cause for my pain

Did you send me into the darkness?

Were you the cause for a shot of pain in my heart in your world?

As the knife pierced my flesh,

And caused the blood to gush out?

It’s all coming back to me,

You were the one,

The one who killed me!

Why? Why did you kill me?

I trusted you! And you betrayed me!

This isn’t right

I believed in you

And this is how you reward my trust?

By thrusting me into darkness?

Well it’s too late for ‘I take it back’

And now it’s too late for both worlds

For the demon is now free

I woke up in a cold sweat

The dream always ends the same,

With the demon free,

And every one dieing

Now another day in the real world,

This world, the world of the living

So I walk down the stairs,

And out the door

I walk down the street,

And I feel people’s eyes penetrate me,

As they look throw me to the demon that inhabits me

And there eyes turn cold, as cold as ice daggers

And they pierce me causing me to flinch in pain

And so I run, run as far as I can

Away from the cold eyes,

And away from the world

I slow to a stop at a small forest,

Then I walk on

Throw the dense trees that scratch my face

In till I get to a small clearing,

My clearing, the one that no one else visits

So I’m all alone here

Alone, like in the darkness…

So this is where I let the tears fall

I cry and cry, till I am out of tears

I’ll cry in till the sunsets and causes me to return,

Return to the people who want me to die,

I will return to you

You who in my dream killed me,

You who I’m afraid of,

You who has no mercy on my soul

But you…have always kept me safe

But in the dreams…you betray me

So what dose it all mean?

Should I be afraid of you?

Or is it just my imagination

I finally reach home and you’re waiting at the door,

I step inside you close it behind me

You grab my wrist and slap me face

I wince in pain, and look away

My cheeks get hot,

As tears start to flow

I look away, down at the floor

Then you pull me close,

And apologize, but it’s empty

So I run out the door,

And away from you

I try to hid

But you follow

Every where I look there you are

I’m afraid, so very afraid

So I keep running, running until I can’t anymore

Running until I collapse on the ground panting

My face stung,

As I touched the spot were you slapped me

You come behind me,

And I feel cold metal ageneses my neck

In my ear you whisper

“It will all be over soon”

As the metal starts to pull and cut my neck

I stand, and run

I run for my life

With you at my heels

“Get away! Get away!”

I yell it’s no use

You’re trying to take my life

Just as in my dreams

I hold my hand to my throught,

To stop the blood from coming out the slit in my neck

Why do you want to take my life?

Did I cause you pain?

Did I hurt you? Like you’re trying to hurt me?

I can’t remember

If I did I’m sorry

But please don’t send me into the abyss

I can’t go back there alone

Please stab me then yourself with that knife

So I may still be with you

And also so I don’t turn the demon loose

Because I want to be with you,

But that can’t ever happen if it’s freed

Because it will hold your soul within it

You will never get sent to the blackness

If that happens

For you will suffer even worse torture

Pain and regret will eat at your soul until…

Every thing is gone

It will disappear before your eyes

And nothing will come within your sight again

Never ever again

So please end it for both of us

Please I can’t be without you

I think while I’m running for my life away from you

I love you,

And I forgive you

I will and could never hate you

So please help me,

Kill us both

Please

I then trip,

And fall hard,

As you come behind me

You hand me the knife,

And I hold it to my thought

But then I remember…

I remember my dreams,

How they always end

So I thrust the knife into your chest

The blood gushes over it

I finally under stand my dreams…

I was the one to kill you

So please… for give me

I drop the knife, as you wreath in pain,

I drop to my knees and cry

I cry for the both of us

Please I’m so very sorry I repeated,

But it’s too late

It’s now too late for me to apologize,

Because your confolshions have now stopped

But I truly am sorry

So very sorry

As rain starts to fall, it adds to my tears,

I cry as I look at your still body

I’m so sorry,

But it had to be done

So forgive me

I look away, at the dark sky,

The people above are crying for you,

Just like me

If I had anther chance, I wouldn’t have done it,

No I wouldn’t have

But it was me or you,

I think as I walk away,

As I move forward in life

As I move away from your lifeless form

To weeks later,

After your body is beneath the ground,

I still remember your blood

But I believe you understand

And if you don’t please forgive me

But now I am done,

Done dwelling in the past,

And done morning your death

And I’m also done apologizing

I walk every day now

With no relief

No relief from the cold glares

Every one knows I killed you

They have no proof,

But they all see in side me,

And they know I was the cause

I was the one who caused the pain in your heart

But I suffered as well,

When you died a part of me went with you

So don’t think I was selfish

Because I died as well

A part of my soul died when I killed you,

But it can’t be helped,

You’re gone

Gone forever

I can’t stand this pain,

The pain of being away from you

It’s horrible

No it’s worse,

The tears choke me as I cry

It’s hard to breath,

But that’s alright

Because I want to die

I want to die so I don’t have to suffer,

But I know that you don’t want that

Even though I killed you,

You still want me to live

You are the faceless stranger in my dreams,

I know it’s you,

But it’s like looking into nothing

It horrible,

Because I long to see your face just one more time

If I got that chance,

I would tell you how I feel,

I would tell you that I loved you

And hopefully you would love me back

But now it’s too late

To late for my confession

And to late for me to turn this around

But I guess this happened for a resson,

Maybe I’ll meet you in the after life,

Or maybe it was a dream I killed you,

…no that was no dream

The lifelessness of you corpse was real

So was your blood

All of it was real, oh so very real

I’m all alone now,

Because you left me

If you hadn’t tried to kill me

Maybe we could’ve been together

But no,

Life is to cruel

To cruel to show us mercy

To cruel…so that’s why I’m leaving it

I’ll leave it

I’ll leave it with a knife

The same one I used to kill you

I’ll stab my heart and be with you once more

I take the knife out of my treasure box,

And hold it to my chest

As I push it into my flesh,

I feel sick

But I keep going

In till finally…

I’m dead

I’m falling deeper and deeper

But I don’t know where

For I’ve closed my eyes in despair

But then I realize I’m not falling but floating,

As I open my eyes I see white

Where I am I’m not sure

But then I see your face

You smile at me and hold me in your arms,

As I look at your white wings

And now I have them too

And now I know…

I’m not in the darkness,

But I’m now in the light

And I finally relies that in death we find peace

In stead of the fear of life

Now I am with you once more

And I’m happy because of this

And now I realize you were the one,

Who brought me to this place?

POEM
WHEN WE SIT TOGETHERNESS

When we sit by the shore ,

let the sand of sadness be swept away,

let the ocean of happiness drench us,

let the sea of love arouse in us

and leave us in ecstasy. 

POETRY

LOVE

As night turns into day,

day turns into light,

light bright upon the eyes,

the eyes heavy from a late night,

talk of today, tomorrow , together,

together in the cold darkness the story unfolds,

unfolds exposing a feeling so strong and bold,

bold like the words each told,

told of emotions genuine and true,

true as the changing seasons,

seasons that decorate the flow of time,

time they anticipate to experience as one,

As night turns into day,

In God’s hands

Darkness will not withstand,

The power of God’s hands,

God will enlighten you,

In turmoil brighten your point of view,

He will take the fright from you,

And make you feel brand-new,

Demonds fighting You,

And you’re not sure what you can do,

Put it in God’s hands,

Sometimes that’s what life demands.

Life Without God

Family members have come and gone

Friends no longer visit

This house is empty

Windows busted and boarded up

Paint chipping, wall paper peeling

No warmth, just cold and lonely

Even the area surrounding this house has become desolate and undesirable

This is my life without GOD

She Loves 

Love has no boundaries 

She loves him like crazy 

Gonna have his baby 

Family calls him ugly, claims he's lazy 

But he is her moon and stars 

Got her floating on air, flying to mars 

They don't understand love knows no limits 

You can try anything; nothing mimics it 

Love is beyond words or petty notions 

Love is that thing at the corner of Spirit and emotions 

Big and round, her belly swells 

She's sensitive to touch, sights, and smells 

And the little boy is coming soon 

Daddy so happy, he could touch the moon 

They don't understand love knows no limits 

You can try anything; nothing mimics it 

Love is beyond words or petty notions 

Love is that thing at the corner of Spirit and emotions

 Father’s you are special

Father’s you are special,

Thank you for who you are,

You are a star,

Thank you for long walks,

And loving talks,

Thank you for basketball games,

Thank you for not embarrassing me in front of my friends, and making me shame,

Thank you for being my father, and my friend,

Thank you for the surprise lunches,

And loving me and telling me I can win,

Thank you for my weakness,

And calling uniqueness,

Thank you for the hugs, and the double portion of love,

I am so glad that you are mine,

You are my father, and I love you all the time!

Thank you for teaching my how to fight, by teaching me right,

No words can express what I feel,

I love you daddy,

Happy Father’s Day for real!

Smile for a While - a Poem

“A boring day,

A home stay,

Laying in bed,

Eating jam and bread,

Watching daily sops,

With no hopes,

Feeling sleepy,

Found everything creepy.

That’s all for the day,

Will write again,

On a new day.”

Life Goes on

We live our life with friends, yet we do not realize that a day will come when they will leave us.

Do you ask yourself why they will leave?

It is because life goes on!

Our loved ones take off to a different world as we cry the tears out of our glazing eyes!

But do we realize that a day will come when we suddenly forget them for a moment even though our heart and mind remain clean?

This is because life goes on!

But that girl was mine!

She was the sunshine!

Like when the glowing sun relaxes our moods, she too did the same for me!

However, now she has changed!

I realize that she was never right!

Her soul darkens the sky like as if its night!

But I wish I only knew her from before!

Life goes on but I wish her life had ended!

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An End To A Fairy Tale

The long awaited days are 

Over

A final wish has been granted

Now, the fairy tale has to end.

Tomorrow would not be one of 

The typical days 

I will be looking forward to. 

Because time has told me to stay 

Away from you. 

Our recent moments together 

Has to become a history - 

There would still be a ` You' 

And `Me' 

But there will never be an `Us'. 

I love you ... goodbye.

`I love you'

The words you never heard

From me

Before we became `us'.

I love you 

And you should have known. 

I love you 

But I have to let you go.

`I love you' 

Are the words I still say 

Though there is 

Nothing I can do to make you stay. 

I love you enough 

To want your happiness 

Be whole. 

For I cannot hurt anymore myself. 

hiphone

The self and the mind

The self is the being and the being the self

The mind just a tool within oneself

The one who can tell these apart, may finally depart

The one who asks “why” will reach frightening heights

The one who wonders “how” might never see past the blinds

He who can see the illusion of time will glow bright

He who breathes the air of now will not say “I might” or have to fight

He who can take a step back and see what is about to ignite, without as much as a whispering sigh, will be happy in dark and in light

He will begin to understand why existence subsides to the human sight

The Poem About Everything

When you start a poem about everything,

Then you can start whit something about nothing,

Like that I eat Mc-D yesterday,

And that I maybe should brush my techs,

But you can also write about more important things,

Like that the state should use more money on the military and less on schools,

So that we all can keep aver lovely democracy,

Whit free cake to everybody.

So when you are riding a poem about everything,

Its good to take a break and eat some vegetables mixed whit ice cream,

And then you can take a look at the world situation,

Write a little about how all the new bad music is filling op the radio,

And how much you miss “Backstreets Boys” and “Blue”,

Then its time to tell everybody that you cant get fat,

If you only eat jelly beans and you not are addicted to them,

And then if you can’t come op whit some more to write about then you should end the poem.

And so if you are ending a poem about everything so be concentrated,

And Make sure that you have everything in the poem even candyman,

And that isn’t always easy when you are ending a poem about everything,

And I suggest that you hire Edgar A.K.A Edger Alan Poe to check the poem for you,

And when he has told you that your poem about everything sucks,

And he tells you to start all over but don’t do it tell him to piss off,

And tell him that he don’t know shit about poems,

And that is pretty much it.

So if you really are finish whit a poem about everything,

Then properly should take some time to relax,

Maybe go to an restaurant or just eat some chips,

I prefer red “Pringles” I really think that it is the best chips in the world,

But still I think that “sour cream and onion” is pretty good,

And if it not should be “Pringles” I also really like “Lays”,

But enough about chips,

Because this is the end of the poem about everything.

A Poem About Music

When I listen to music

I disapear

into a world thats unreal

my heartbeats fast

my mind feels slow

better than watching a good show

I love music

In My Dreams

In my dreams, I can do just about everything

I’m popular and famous, and have lots of money

I have super powers and can travel the world.

And, some times, for a change of pace, I’m just fighting zombies.

But no matter how wonderful a dream I have

Whether its about money or fighting the undead.

It will never compare to the dream I wake up to each morning

Lying next to me in bed.

Undoings

When your mouth moves I remember

what it felt like as I rushed to flip a page

and sliced my hand on the edge of words.

Every syllable you murmur in my ear stings

salt-lick strong in tiny caustic cuts.

I am four again. I will not breathe

until you untangle me, slowly,

from you, from your own undoings

that have become the paper wrappings

around the bird-cage of my heart.

Childhood

Carefree, Curious

Laughing, crying, living.

Memories of summer vacation.

Youth.

Shadows on the Wall

Shadows on the wall at night

 Calling to the moon so bright.

Take us before the morning dew

And we will have our eye on you.

 When morning comes they fade away

Waiting for the night to play.

The Rose of Hope

In this new light, I see

respect, worth, opportunity;

things yearned since adolescence.

Two fishes, destined for greatness;

’cause I found a rose, in a tornado of

confusion. Untouched, unaffected;

To these whom I owe.

Forever Sleep in Peace

 I stumbled upon a love pained with so much sorrow

Only singing a symphony so lone, so depressing

Her cries of desperation went unheard for centuries it seems,

So long of a time now she wished she be forgotten

…and forever sleep in peace

A BOY

a boy who holds his girl with passion

kisses her every minutes she smiles

feels her like there’s no other girl around

a boy

sincerly a girl

“Good Bye”

My love driven for you

My life given away

My eyes a frozen blue

My body layed across the cay

Your soul in torment

Your heart and mind all beat

Your thoughts all trapped under the tower of love we built

Your body destroying itself under self imposed guilt

All the lies thrown away

This goodbye is the end

It would be nice to say

That love is to keep not just to lend

My heart

Torn Apart

My soul

Has a burnt in hole

You never stop loving someone

Even when your life is done

They may make you mad

Maybe cry

But they also get sad

When you say goodbye

They never know

For how long

Time moves slow

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And feels so wrong

WHEN I MET YOU

How can you tell me you love me;

is there a way we could ever just be?

Happy and with solitude;

anxious but with attitude.

Love was never as bad as they made it;

like falling into a deep dark pit.

Then I meet you and feels like forever;

now I know why cupids so clever.

You hold me tight and say I do;

Turned my heart so warm and blue.

Love was something I used to to laugh at;

like listening to a talking cat.

It was like that but then I met you;

no its like love is really true.

I feel head over heels for him;

but then I met you.

Life has no meaning if you do not know sincerity;

like living in a life with no clarity.

Love is passion it is so sweet;

like a eating a delicious chocolate treat.

Why do people fall in love now;

like sitting in a star dazed crowd.

Love is so beautiful but why;

everythime he leaves I start to cry.

I was cold as rock and never true;

that was up until the day I met you.

Stay With Me

No need to hurry or rush or run,

Just role me over, scratch my tum,

Come sit with me, while away thine hours,

In quiet contemplation ‘neath tree and flower,

Come stay with me and stroke my fur,

Let me sooth thy worries, sooth thy cares,

I’ll purr for you and with liquid eyes,

Help you answer those important where’s and whys,

I’ll give you my love, my soul, my heart,

If today you stay, pray don’t part.

For these days I spend in idle rest,

For me to share with you makes them best,

Curled up and warm upon your lap,

Or stretched in sunbeams to quietly nap,

For you I’ll sing in the dead of night,

Loud and wailing for your fright,

I’ll bring you the labours of my catch,

And wait expectantly for you to snatch,

If you cry or if you’re down,

Just come to me, I’ll stay around,

To ease your sorrow with cuddles and purrs,

I’ll let you weep into my fur,

And when thy sorrow is well spent,

And exhaustion has, to you lent,

A fitful sleep of restless tire,

Ill snuggle close your fears to quiet.

“The Duet”

girl: I wish you were with me
boy: I wish I could be
girl: I wana hold you
boy: I wana feel your warm embrace
girl: I wana feel your lips on mine
boy: Our skin brushing past each others
girl: Your hair twirled in my fingers
boy: Your shirt wrinkled in my hands
girl: Your warm breath on my face
boy: Our tongues wrapped around one another
girl: Your blushing red cheeks when I open my eyes
boy: Your smiling face stareing into my eyes
girl: Your loving embrace wrapped around me
boy: A deep love shining between us
girl: A deeper love than any ocean
boy: And bigger than any galaxy
girl: brighter than any sun or star
boy: And it doesnt matter how far
girl: Or how long it’ll take
boy: We will always be together
girl: Forever and ever
boy: And ever and always
girl: Because your my soul mate my one true love
boy: It has to be it only makes sense
girl: I know its true
boy: I love you
girl: I love you too